I feel my commitment peaked today, ironically only a short period of time before I am about to lose it. The feeling of ownership of a REALLY long-term project alongwith a seasoned crew sailing alongside you. Hard work, aye, paid off? aye aye, mate!! Unfortunately, land has been sighted, I am to get off at the next port. Just when I felt it was my boat too. Arrr thats what we all live for mate, a sense of belonging.